A Search for Love.

She lived alone.Right from the day she came out of her people.Her's was not a usual story of any other orphan.It was a climax in her life that she escaped from her nri parents.Both were not ready to bring her up together.As life of any other dejected life would tell.She was just waiting for that day when it took 4 years for the day to come in her mind.That day when she literally cried regarding her fate.Unable to feel the trouble it might cause to her fellow friends she just ran away.Not far beyond her happiness horizons.But within the boundary of life she had planned about in her life.

She came to a stop where she always wanted to rest.She wanted to see how things are with ordinary people.She never judged about usual life never before that actually happened in her life.She never had a sister or brother near her that she could learn love.All other sons and daughters of her so called parents lived a life of luxury in their own ways in different countries.She was not a heroin or a princess.But an ordinary girl with usual emotions. She actually cried often after leaving her parents home.She was also strong with her bond with her life. She never could forgo her nature for anything.She was a kid in elephants cave.

She roamed all alone in this wide land sometimes wanting to see how the world ends and where rivers started.She had a very colourful dream about her future.She had an ambition to become an ordinary girl and enjoy the beauty of her inner self.she talked quitely with the other beings than humans.She raced with the most flightiest of birds.She cried if she could understand the feelings of animals.She traced the map to find where water rises and where the universe ends.Unable to find answers to her innumerable doubts about her questions she thought she should learn like any other girl.

She often climbed the highest of her elevations in her dreams. She wanted to foresee future of nature.But there was no surity for her dreams.a could come when she could just die or nature could be her enemy.She wanted to live everyday with a mission of life and discover the truth alone.She never had an option to talk to any other human.But it happened one day that she met him.He was a pious man.He was a religious man . He cleared all her doubts .She came to second phase of her life. Something that still lived like her dreams.It was all about life.All about steps to reach heights.It was about her.

She found a path to live like any other human.She searched for more love in her. She found the ultimate truth-human love to other beings and to themselves.She had a different opinion about it previously.Perhaps everything was a mockery.But it still said some thing might be true.Like existence of god.She did'nt search for god but traced for the path of happiness.More clarity in her.Does religion take u to such great truths.Does life existed so well before it all happens.All in one word it was about her loneliness.Why does one human try to help others.It was an unanswerable question in her mind .She became new to the world.

But practical life is something beyond realizations.It never lived to dreams it never gave an imagination.It was you yourself discovering the truth.it was not a path but at times a thorn path.It was all intelligence to jump to success.Perhaps you may die one day .

The life of monks is not in reality but what history gives importance to. What our grand parents would tell us . Upon what we prayed opon what we relied upon.Upon the ultimate truths of life that was spoken after our death.It could be the dreams for many of us.The life that was stoned after death for others to remember and follow he path.

She found the truth of life. It was not in dreams.It was in reality.It was surity.Might be one day we could speak of her.She still dreams..